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Emerging into the Brightness of the Day
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I Am Alone

In Search of Cassandra, Princess of Troy

Summer Solstice Song

Güzelsin

My City Has Been
Burned To The Ground

Wedding Hymn

January 13th

Another Mad Message

Time To Go Home

Dark Shine


02 I Am Alone.mp3

Composer:   Ed Hooke
Date of Composition/Copyright:   1995
Date of Recording:    2005


Commentary
“This is a gospel song without any god in it”
[Tom Robinson]

Yet another song which was challenging for me to write - even to allow myself to use the title & chorus line.  For much of my previous life, being alone seemed an admission of weakness and failure, and to admit it was unthinkable.  This song also features perhaps my first acknowledgement of having grown up with mental illness in the family.

I've been to places where no tourists go.

And I've seen visions that no eyes should know.

And I'm on the outside looking in.

And I can see - but I remain invisible.


I am alone.

I've shared my home with Fear, Guilt and Shame.

And I've known Madness by its first name.

So if I stay outside, perhaps I'll bear the pain

And protect those I would love from the demons that I contain.


I am alone.


I Am Alone

There is a wall that no-one can see.

No-one can feel it except for me.

And I'm on the outside reaching in.

But my hands cannot penetrate the wall.


I am alone.